After working, i went down to look for Jo,Sy,Paul, Wy at Cityhall then Cs at Bedok...went for our class BBQ...when we reach is about 6plus i guess...was kinda drizzling i guess??
hmm but sadly never get to see Ms Chan..and Mr Zaidi,only Mr Zaki...some of our class mates never turn up for the BBQ also..so sad can....><
we ate.cycle.took pictures(although not alot).played with sea water.and all those...i also went to bench when i was sitting 2yrs ago....can still recall what happen on that day... while listening to the swashing of the waves,i feel so calm but with bit of sorrow...till8plus the few of us went home....
its such a long way back when things pass through my mind,that make me not wanting to go home...but gotta force myself to do so...we talk bout alot of stuffs but then when the bus 985 pass through the opposite lane,i stoned awhile and kinda slap myself,to wake up...and stop tinking bout him...but how to???
today when i was on the way to work,i saw a guy who looks very much like him...the side views and especially the smile on that face....its so familiar and the smile i missed a lot...but deeply i know its not him.....
Hais....
i Dont know, i Dont know....
Dont wanna think anymore....
i'm tired enough already....
time to stitch my wound back..
but it seems to open again...
how to???Forget it.....
just leave it.....
♥ Her For She Is The Only One
6/24/2010 07:36:00 PM