Tuesday, August 31, 2010

haha....what a joke turn out to be nothing and its what???confusion here and there,but this really makes me make up my mind of what I wanna do also....mayb its hard but I gonna stay on like what I said never goodbye...stay on till the very last moment......
What's more important than making the one you love's life a better one even till the end they do not belong to you...It's not the first time anymore...but this time is different because I know its you and I will do what I'm suppose to do....
Not a single person say that i can fulfill what i said to you but I know I can because its all just because of  you...I wouldnt know why,no reason,no why and no beacuse....Everyone in our clique knows that I am totally crazy for you especially your two brothers,because i always say thing about you to them and no matter how they disturb,i will still say only you and just you...cus you are the one and only one...
there's no other places for me to think about other people as you are just the one within my mind day and night,regardless place or what i'm doing...ILY<3

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Yoyo...Finally I'm Back in Blogging Again!!!!*Clap Clap*
so long i never blog already...so many things have happen,Having new experiences and getting to know new friends from church.

i duno why i will want to blog out of a sudden...but that feelin is back again!!!!!Feeling of losing someone....Aaaarrgghhh....this stupid feelin keep hunting me non stop....
tell me what you want from me????For so many times you made me feel so and lose someone i really cherish....what hell is that.....be it my friends or the past relationship....That person will say they will never leave me or left me at the side..but stll they carry on their journey without me......yup...true that people around me will say that they will be together with me and always be there...but who will really never leave you???and always be there when you need a shoulder to lean on????

sometimes i just feel so scare to lose that someone,but i just keep it within myself...cus i duno how to show and tell when i need comfort...its so irritating that makes me not able to rest properly....Is it that i dont even have to courage to pick up myself once again???or Just i Dont even have the guts and thinking i'm a 'Pizza,or Football"..Just because alot of times i'm being neglected and when people need me they will eventually come to me and when they dont ,they just leave me alone by mmyself at one side...

Just like anyone else,I do not like to be neglected,or being make used of...But what to do????and How  am i suppose to do????