Thursday, September 23, 2010

recently,so many thing in my life that happen that cause me to become who i am not suppose to be,Drinking,Doing stupid stuffs...oh well whatever....its not worth though...i also came across wit so many people,lik my ex brother?Ist crush during work??childhood frens??and even more...Some just come and go but some choose to stay with you and always there when you need them to be...

Last night i didnt go home until this morning and dad is really angry wit me but unlike last time....i told him the reason and burst into tears in his arms...Deep down he knows how fragile i am,especially at friendship and relationship and still the same words....:Silly girl,its the ones who choose to leave you or hurts you the stupid ones,because till the end they will know that they have lost a very good girlfriend or a loyal friend....mayb or not i wouldnt know but i know i have tried my best to make the people around me happy..

i also dont really feel good because dwayne is kinda up set over something,well i really dont know whats happening but one thing is i just hope that i can see him the way he is lik before...the smile that can make me smile even if i am crying and angry with him....but ya i cook the pasta for him and gary like i promise previously,i really dont know will he like it...but ya gary love it...hahah..actually is not that soon to cook that but my mind told me.....regene,do something to cheer him up???then ya pasta come into my mind..hehe
no matter what i just hope that he is fine and need a shoulder????just one call away oh^^