Thursday, September 9, 2010

Does All the relationship to me always turns into this end???I really wonder????why its always the same thing that i got......e Guy Whom i like or my Bf always got affect by the ex and got tempted to go back or somehow still misses their ex????

Was talking to Gary today about this issue....i really dont know is i suay or what....its always like this......veri irritating can????But one thing like wha the say...He Happy Jiu HAo....yup....As long as he is leading a good life then i'm happy for him but..but..but....seriously its very unfair can....???I always put all y heart into the relationship,but guess what i got back????nothing but hurt and miseries.....What's e point for me doing till so good for them when they dont even appreciate what i've done for them....

i'm seriously tired about all these...sometimes want to act normal also cant...i admit when i was wit joel i'm totally a bad girlfriend...but really think back....who wil be able to take the bad attitude of mine that time???Only he can take it,all my ahlian pattern and always think that i'm right.....totally nonsense can???rubbish...really can just hide my face in the toilet bowl....But of course...as time pass then realise how idiot i was then and also learnt to love people properly....LOL

I just hope that my next relayionship tto come will not have all these stuff..if not i'll really have no idea if what i should do next because my heart is gonna be like deforestation....being cut down bit by bit...till nothing left and will become a feelinless person????
But over here i want toTHANK 2 PERSON........
Thanks Gary to be there and never reject me  when i need his help..or need someone to be there for me...always to give me a clear mind of what i should take the next step...<3