Thursday, September 16, 2010

I kinda think through alot last night,i've been always struggling about that matter...but what pauline say its true also....maybe he loves me but not as much as his ex girlfriend but why will he treat me in this way???well,i guess it doesnt really matter already...at first was still dwelling and keep thinking about this matter..and wondering if he is alright...if i say i never think of him..its totally bullshit...because randomly i will still though of him and thinknig of hi well being.....

after going out together with ben,jermaine,yuzhen and winson....Ben walk me home from lot1 till my house....along the way i kinda discribe what's happening and this is part of our conversation...

Ben:'what you like about him?Is it because of affection or other reason??"
Gene:*thinking*..."i dont know,i just feel that i want to protect him."
Ben:"Protect him?!?!"*Gives a funny reaction*
Gene:yup..."as in i dont want him to get hurt again"
Ben:"How long do you know him??"
Gene:"not very long lo..."
Ben:"if its like that then do you think you will last with him????I dont think you know him more then you know his another 2 friends..."
Gene:"......"*Thinking:True la...i guess i know Dwayne and Gary much  more better than i know him...*

this question from him is still floating in my mind...."what you like about him"...i seriously i dont know what i even like about him...,or like what he said affection???really gotta find out the answer soon...cus if not it will be always floating on my mind and its veri irritating  and annoying too....well dont care now.....i need sleep...later 9 gotta wake up and go for interview already..nite nite!!^^