Saturday, October 23, 2010

Shiny little stars twinkling in your eyes

*It's taken over my heart ever since
Summons the wind and the rain

I'm willing, so willing
To offer up myself with both hands
Climb the mountains to find you
I'd never leave you again

Love is me; love is you
Love is a definite statement
Oh~ no one can stop me
From watching over you forever

Sunset to sunrise; from night to day
Embracing you at all moments
This moving feeling will be clearly carved into eternity with the passing minutes and seconds

I gaze at you; you look at me
There's something I want to tell you
Be with me for this whole life
Be your reason for happiness; marry me

lol... i dreamt of you ystd....of me confessing to you and you hugging me in your arms....the feeling its so real,so real and i get to hold your hands the pair of hands that i feel so calm and safe... seems like the fear i means nothing already...and best part...i can get to see your smile....the smile that could light up this whole town,and especially my heart...^^

well yup i've also lost someone dearest to me also...the one who dotes me so much....yup i never cry cus i just cant,but i still cant affect the fact that you have already gone to the other world...but good thing is you never leave in a painful way...i'm sorry that i never visit you that much unlike when i'm young always clinging onto you like a bee buzzing around the flower...i should have company you longer that sunday,stay for dinner and also going to the markeet together with you....but what you told me earlier i will never ever forget,and i promise i will be stronger that i will be a happier wen wen and you are always my beloved one...i love you...see you in another place.....*no worries,what i do or where am i,you will always be in my deepest part of my heart*

Thursday, October 21, 2010

morning morning...hhaha..mi noe ggin out for lunch with my mum and listen to her lecture...LOL
and the first song that i play out randomly is*your guardian Angel* got so qiao or not... so many times already..but ya thats the song that can say how i feel now...And deep down in my heart i wish to be his guardian angel...really...and i dreamt about him ystd also...and realise i cried wheni woke up after the dream...
then i ask myself :regene  regene,why do you want to let him slipped away at the first place???Why do you have to dwell with the one who is totally not worth it???why??? Why must you be so slow??Do you know ou have missed someone who is gonna love you so truely and you alove him as well??? do you know that????

see how things goes but one thing confirm...i'm gonna confess no matter what it takes and whatever the outcome is...and one thing i confirm....I SIGNIFICANT YOU!!!!!<3

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

• <3The SMILE he has that brighten my day.
• <3The THOUGHTFULNESS he has when he knows i'm sick and came over to my house all the way when he complains its too far away.
• <3The FUNNY stuffs he did to make me laugh non-stop,and dont even know to continue to cry or not.
• <3The CARING him to be there when i need a shoulder to lean on and cry.
• <3The WARM hands i love to hold on to and even if i'm already awake,i just act as if i'm asleep to hold on to it longer.
• <3The SECURE feeling from him,that tells me"no worries gal,i'm here for you,i'm here for you...."
• <3The KISS that somehow make the time stop for us.
• <3The WAY we feed eachother during our dinner together.
• <3The FUN we had,playing joking,teasing eachother,hitting eachother,poking eachother,daytonic,just get me out of the emo-ness
• <3THE ONE AND ONLY SPECIAL HIM.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Yoyo bloggie!!How are you???MIss me???Yesterday i never get to go school because of overslept...how???FALL ASLEEP IN THE TOILET..LOL...yup...then till 12plus mum came home and ask me go back to sleep in my room till 5 plus...I dont even know why i can even sleep in the toilet.. Nevermind i gotta take my bro's tute tute alarm clock that will ring till you jump out of the bed and i can go sch already...

Then i went cell group meeting at Jeremy's hse,Yuzhen was late,so vernon aasked to play th Captain's game so we played.its quite a simple game but we just make jokes out of it that we cant stop laughin while the gamemaster couldnt get the game right!!!...hahah^^

Then till the end of the meeting Yuzhen took out some cards with every names printed on it.she asked everyone to write a small note on each other's card for enrouragement!!Woo my card not bad larh^^ hehe...quite lotas comments hehe...really gald that my presence and lame jokes i shared did brighten up the cell group^^Got words like"bubbly,Sparks and more"...LOL....funny big bros and sis i have in the special family <3

When otw home.Huda asked me to go out with her & gray(her Bf) on sunday,i seriously missed her but i turn her down in the end.&sudden emo and stone...i dont wanna be lightblub!!!!! other hand,i miss having a Bf,having a relationship...ppl around me are getting attached or married..and me??haha happily single...And sometimes wanna ask friends out also hard,cus y???they have their gf or bf to company....

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

wahahaha!!!^^ Iback at blogging again!!^^ lik shiyun do CPR for her blog also...haha^^

hmm this few dasy have been workin at SMART property investment at Suntec Conventional Centre hall 401,then after that school starts...
but not only this...know what actually happen????? More events are coming up and friends birthdays,BBQs and Chalets><

the two days at Suntec was extremely fun and really*Wooohooo* i can say but its really tiring as sometime there isnt anyone there and really so sian till 2nd day i brought camera to take pictures while slacking.i was station at the lucky draw booth and together with my darling YS!^^ heng she is there if not i will rott like nobody business...then got to know new friends,new experiences,new environment as compared to the job i had last time...then met two funny boss is can say Rick and Deep...(didnt know boss will be so funny cus from looks is like so fierce)..everyone got presents from him and me i got WINE!!!^^ that gonna share with my besties and love one next year during my  19 birthday^^

then ystd school starts...not bad larh,new modules and teachers,then new targets also...(as in GPA),quite fun and funny teacher i can say....this time i aim for 4.0 GPA attendance must not let me kena debared from exams again!!!never gonna let myself down nor my loved once too<3

know what???the chalet its the same place again as the last time one!!!!SameROOM!!!!!LYING ON THE SAME BED using com and kena taupok by my frens!!!!waaaaa...jialat...world small small!!!!OMG..memories come back playin,what happen here..All COME BACK INTO MY MIND!!!!!KNS...hais...nvm,hungry liao ggin to eat my chicken wings now and tomyam!!!nitenite and ILY<3

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

fridaay to sunday,have been hanging out together with dlophin and staying at dlophin's hse...i guess if its not my msn nick saying i wanna go out and he never reply me that he wanna go out also i wouldn't have become so close to dlophin,but seriously dlophin's mum is really so cute and really so caring..but also get to know more about dlophin's life i guess, family and friends..although always got bully by him but its alright la..haha,,,got bully by me also but of course must sayang that dlophin...LOL..haha

lol...the conversation between the 2 of us i will never forget,because everything we said..there's no need to hide and cover up,all we do is just come clean in whatever we said and of course we did say sometihng that make me not able to forget about whaat we have said but there's only one sentence that its very significant and its a confirm that i'll never forget.....

sorry that i push you away at bugis few times,i am totally pissed and really not me at that time because i am selfish and ya i am very selfish and i want everything for myself...i guess you will understand what i mean right???but just dont care so much cus i dont have the authority to say or do anything..yup...i wonder if you are pisssed at me???sry sry sry larh...

well,i'm tired now so ya nitenite,should go and rest already,if not i cant wake up later....

that its what i wanna tell you....
I WILL NOT HIDE AND NEVER WILL I RUN AWAY FROM THE OUTCOMES!!!!BECAUSE I WANT TO BE THAT SOMEONE TO WIPE AWAY YOUR TEARS AND BRING YOU SMILE!!!! WHEN LOVE TURNS AROUND THE CORNER CAN I BE THE ONE TO COMPANY YOU DOWN THE LONELY STREET???ALWAYS HOLDING YOU AND NEVER LET GO??

Saturday, October 2, 2010

yoyo how are you today????haha i can say..i'm kinda emo when i wake up..but was alright after that...never stress or what just relax...LOL lik not the normal me can..but nevermind,because i can enjoy myself then having fun also nothing to stress though..haha^^

today went to ran hse to slack,watch tv and had dinner also...lol..cus dont wanna be at home alone....then ran's mum then send me to yck station when i was bout to go back...then guess what,on the train,i met shiyun and talk to her...then found out that siyun and pauline was aalso at AMK and was initially saying to go AMK but go till sian ardy also...

realise thaat thing wont be the same anymore,as in everyone's going to be busy for their own lives again....well...i duno i'm sad or what but seriously,i'm gonna miss them so much....really alot alot...
this yr Wei lun,JinHua,Wieli,Andy,Derrek and Terance gor went Ns,Nxt Yr pikachu i ggin to Ns...Wth sia...all the close close brothers are ggin into NS le...Sian lo....Hope when they book out can meetup and go makan and havefun lo..ger jiejie and jer jie is working and shedule is so packed....miss them so much..